PurpleCupcakeBunny

So... today at 7 pm is homecoming. I'm nervous Yet excited My date isn't going because he wants to do other stuff I want to ask someone to go with me, but I think he has a girlfriend or he won't go with me ^ he's really cute, too O.o ^^ We talk and I call him a loser and he calls me one, but we always joke ^^^ I think I'm inlove :o Or nahhh I'm wearing a blue sparkly dress, it's kinda short, goes to mid thigh. Wearing these cute as heck leggings.... heals... gunna do my hair and makeup and stuff... I'm going to see people O.o that I like and don't like..... O.O The sunglasses that I got with the ticket match my dress I'm so nervo

I moved with dad to Illinois, thinking everything would get better. yet its not. and they blame it on me. Could it be my fault? Or am I mistaken?

I am such a hypocrite to and about myself. I honestly have no idea what it would be like to be someone different than who I already am. Sometimes I think part of the reason why I hate being me is because I'm not like everyone else... and I'm proud of that.. but I also feel lonesome. I dont have a lot of friends, and I say thats fine... but it would be nice to have a larger amounts of friends. real ones though. not fake. And Im proud of the friends I have now. I just wish I knew how to make myself happy and not think or feel the way I feel.